Paralysed

I was trying to find what I wanted
but all I got was what you wanted.

I was trying to see what I wanted to see
but all I saw was what you wanted me too see.

I wanted to fly
But all I did was cling to your arms and cry

I wanted to talk to you
but all I did was get lost in what you said.

I wanted to feel confident
but all I did was belittle myself.

I wanted to open up to you
but all I did was build more walls.

I wanted to do so much
but all I did was do Nothing.